Senin, 26 Desember 2011

Mr. tatapan maut


We’re in different way-of course
            Once upon a time, I believe it was Friday 5th of Aug, at 10:30 am. When I was on my way home and you turn left on your ride. Looking for your friend last night and this time, yes I know it. When I see you and you see my uniform it reminds you ‘bout your high school, don’t you ?

And its getting nearer, me and you caught onto our eyes…
I must keep focus on my ride and of course your eyes, or I’ll fly away of your death sight… *,*

Tried to know what’s on your mind, how’s you think about me. And I said “how mess my hijab/veil right now” But I don’t really care and so it goes…
In my imagine, our mind says like this:

D         : hey mr. Nano, you always look so great! However your motorcycle is bigger than you! (starting to smile)
N         : hey this girl is wore my old high school’s uniform! She’s freshman in my school, that’s seems from her batik’s uniform. Hmm…
D         : oh I could die here if you still look at me like that, although I don’t know what that eye’s said…

And he still see my eyes and me too! Without saying anything in his eyes, coz I couldn’t know what it said.
But that moment must be end coz of our way, different!
Yeah, of course! You’re go north and I’m south, it means we can’t together forever L

…But it’s too late
Too late to call, are you out there?
Too late, too much to say…

Wish you were here
Wish you well
If you’d only share this hell
But you leave
And stains are left on me
I wish you, I wish you were here
I wish you, I wish you were here
Hey Monday – Wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn
What I’d do to have you hear, hear
I wish you were here
Lavigne’s version
And what we need is just some conversation… J
And it goes…


Fri, Aug 26th 2011
Opening for fasting ±06:00 pm
Title: (very) short conversations

There’s so many things I wanna ask to you… I swear! That if you not walkaway from me…
N : Dewi ya?
D : eh iya…
N : yang ngomen statusku tho?
D : heem. hehe… Eh.. kaakk! (bingung mau manggil apa, yang keluar malah jeritan yang tertelan oleh angin malam, abis di tengah jalan otw ke kuping dia)
N : (yang jelas cuek aja, entah karena pura-pura gak denger ato emang gak denger karena udah kelaparan)
-end-

Too short, right?
Harusnya aku yang aktif bicara, nanyain sesuatu kek, apaan kek. Lha pas itu aku masih shock karena dia tiba-tiba nyapa, gak nyangka aja. Iyalah, orang gue orangnya gak biasa sama cowok, apalagi langsung sama cowok yang aku taksir (?)
Bodoh bodoh bodoh…

After greeting me, you just put your eyes onto something yummy. You’re starving, huh? I can see it, you just walk around the snack stan for a long time, drinks and patiently queue the main food for open the fasting. You, with your don’t care’s side, eats anything seems yummy in your eyes…
Nano the funny guy… wkwkwk

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
sumber: facebook
People are people
And sometimes we change our minds
But it’s killing me to see you go after all this time
T. Swift – Breathe
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Minggu, 25 Desember 2011

change, changing, life changing (?)


Dengan kata ini, akan ada yang berbeda dari sebelumnya.
Apapun itu

Untuk mencapai suatu perubahan, perlu keyakinan.
Mungkin untuk di caci, bahkan di kucilkan
Kadang itu susah.
Seperti diriku, my style, my words, etc.
Seperti saat itu: hanya sekedar lebih gaya saja, orang tuh mikir tuh orang gini, ato tuh orang kok aneh ya?
Kayak jadi tontonanemangnya badut?
Jadi ngerasa gak pede, padahal sebelumnya biasa aja..
Tapi lebih pede gitu
Setelah di komenkritik, jadi rada down gitu sial!
Aku jadi asing sama diriku sendiri

Kenapa sih, kita kudu nerima kritik orang lain, apapun itu, tapi gak boleh tergoyahkan oleh kata-katanya
Tiap orang juga pengen jadi lebih baik! Tapi kenapa malah jadi buah bibir sama sekitarku
Di cibir kek, di gosipin kek, sampe di kira kegatelan
Padahal aku pengen mereka itu seneng sama perubahanku tapi : (
Padahal lagi, temenku berubah gayanya aja banyak yang muji, aku JUGA PENGEN!!
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Tentang Hidup


Saat kita kecil, hidup terasa simple banget. Habis pulang dari TK langsung maem, maenan Barbie, gangguin kura-kura. Hidup terasa indah tanpa beban saat itu.
Kadang, kita merasa banyak hal hilang dalam perjalanan dari kecil ke dewasabanyak banget.

Seperti saat ini, merasa banyak banget beban yang gak tau itu apa yang pasti ngerasa berat banget buat ngejalanin hidup. Gak kayak anak-anak di kompleks yang masih belum ngerti apa itu hidup, mereka merasa tanpa bebantetap bersikap ceria dan sewajarnya. Sedangkan gue ??

Terinspirasi dari bukunya Raditya Dika, tapi lupa judulnya. Dengan perubahan seperlunya. :)
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Rabu, 21 Desember 2011

libur~tidur~

yeah !holiday is coming !sejenak pikiran gue ngelantur kemana-mana...

19 Desember-1 Januari
walopun rapor ancur, yah pengalaman...

tanpa beban..
gak ada pe-er..
gak ada tekanan batin gara-gara matem.. (i mean the teacher)
gak disibukin kegiatan itu..
gak bikin bokek..
bisa nongkrong sampe larut..
bisa sering browsing, blogging, chatting..
ngupdate status..
ngupdate lagu-lagu baru..
starring at my Gaby.. (Gabe Saporta-Cobra Starship's vocalist)
bisa hangouts..
bisa tepar siang-siang..
lari pagi bareng tetangga..
ngirup udara yang cuma seger dan alami di pagi..
bisa sering kumpul ama keluarga..
ngobrol-ngobrol..
I mean nggosipin tetangga.. :p
pokoknya gak ada beban deh..
freeedoooomm.. :D
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Senin, 12 Desember 2011

MTV Styles

designer sketch!!
http://style.mtv.com/2011/12/12/designer-fire-dress-hunger-games/
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